What a disaster!
I had this plan to give ten possible points per day and thinking I just needed to have a snack before dinner so I wasn't ravenous has FAILED! The past four days have been horrible! I get to dinner and totally lose it! This isn't the plan!
Tuesday night I just completely lost control over the ziti, Wednesday night I thought I could have one piece of pizza and then make a frozen meal for 280 calories. I never eat cheese pizza and it is sooooo good! We usually get combo, but I had my husband just bring home pizza "for the kids".
I thought pizza was about 300 per piece, but when I decided to look it up, it is 700 and 70 carbs! That is SCARY! I ended up eating two pieces, which is MORE than my TOTAL calories for the day-F A I L! Tonight I did ok with chicken enchiladas (one of my favorite meals with lots of melty cheese), but I didn't eat half.
On Monday I was asking myself, "what could happen in the next 40 days?", but I've wasted 10% of my time by blowing the past four days! Lord, HELP!
So where do I go from here?
One thing that makes this difficult is that I don't really know the calories for the meals I cook...how many calories IS a chicken enchilada? I think eating half is good, but it helps me to know the numbers if I'm going to enter weight loss territory. But then I'm not doing what the Lord told me to do-eat half. I'm not surrendering this...help Lord!
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